Burnout

Once upon a time, the adrenalin high from deadlines, long hours, and excessive responsibility – I loved it all because I know I could do it. Ten years forward though in what you call present day and present state of mind, all that is no longer the case. Burnout is an apt word to describe. I have fallen before into several long periods of unproductive paralysis. Most times, I had held my head up high and soldier on, because I chose to look at the glass being half full, on the way to filling up with magic. Magic did happen, but ...I am again looking and staring at the glass - still being half-full, wondering if its contents will vaporize, or if its contents should have alcohol in it?

I know there is no standing still. No one can stand still and watch the world go by. The earth orbits around the sun in perpetual motion and so does every element in the universe, from the very smallest quarks to the biggest of matter. Things will come to pass .... eventually.