Sunday, September 16, 2007

About Nothing At All

Hello Darkness my old friend, I've come to talk to you again.

About how one fine Saturday, God was in his best mood that He decided to throw in a RM30 worth of phone credit bonus my way. Some phone dealer must have screwed up at the other end but God is good to me.

About a comment like how fluid I was on the creaky board while losing myself made me happy.

About having two cells yet both turned off pissed me greatly. What if?

Right now, I want to down these thoughts in loud music in my search of a greater perspective.

Right now, I miss the best buddy I ever have, the kind of friendship that transcends boundaries, but he's oh so far, far away at the moment.

Right now, I wish time stops and then brings me back to the time when Buddy and I were on that bus going to destination anywhere - throwing caution in the air and feeling the wind caressing two carefree souls looking for a little bit of grounded adventure.

Right now, I wish I was back to the time when I was riding that blue jet ski towards the setting sun with Jerome holding on tight for his dear life and shouting out to me, 'hey Crazy, where are we heading?' I remember giving him my wicked and evil grin.

Right now, I wish to be transported back to Christmas five years past, when the best of gifts is not the one received but rather the joyful sound of laughters ringing in the air.

Right now, I gotta be doing that gap analysis thingy but hey, where are you? I need my analysis.

This is my life. Oh, the memories. My memories. Your nothing at all.

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